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    • CommentTimeSep 25th 2018
     
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    When I returned from my hike, my husband didn’t mention my lost baby. My parents didn’t call. My friends didn’t text. She had been forgotten by everyone who hadn’t carried her in their belly. I vowed to honor her, silently and solitarily each year on the anniversary of her passing.

    For three more years, I did. I took the same quiet hike [url=http://www.buyusacigarettes.com]Newport 100's soft pack cigarettes - Cheap Cigarettes Online Sale Shop[/url] on my own. I sent my love and embrace into the universe. I silently shouted my gratitude for the possibilities in life she’d opened our eyes to. I never posted about her on Facebook or talked about her with anyone else, but as her mother I saw it as my responsibility to steward her remembrance and honor who she was and who she might have become.

    This year though, as her anniversary approached, and then passed, I didn’t think of her at all. My big boy had just turned 4 and was filling our house with joyful (and not so joyful) noise every waking moment, and my new baby, another son, needed to be held and rocked and comforted while awake and while asleep. My internal clock was based on the schedules of my two wild children, and because I was on maternity leave, I hadn’t looked at a calendar in weeks.










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